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somehow i think i should note down my feeling in this week.for me it is difficult time for me to pass it.
these 7 days i felt really depressed..
every minute i just want to cry out.
but my eyes are always in bad condition ,
i have to hold back my tear..
and pretended i was fine.
on Friday we had a worship for our ancestors.
when i kneeled down before the altar.
i said to our ancestor:
please bring me some good luck next year,
and bring what i should get originally.
when saying this, my tear was running in my eyes.
why i suffered so much in this year ?
and in the end get nothing?
i was just too miserable..
i remember 3 years in the middle school KaiYuan is the most miserable time in my life.
but i now ,
i can say this year 2011 will replace that 3 years and become the most miserable and indelible memory in my life..
life doesnot favor me at all..
i burden so much press and unhappiness in life.
and in the end ,
even my mom misunderstood me
i really feel wronged and sadly cried out..
i couldnot stand it any more
i wiped out my tear and went to work.
pretend nothing happened
but deep inside my heart is in the mist and dying ..
this afternoon i wandered alone in the big shopping mall Da Run Fa..
every moment i felt i was crying out ..
i really didn't know how to tell this kind of feeling..
maybe i was just distracting myself from the bad mood..
when i came back, i found my two roommates there ..
she came from Jieyang to meet another roommate in CZ..
but i found no courage to come up and said "Hi"..
i just hid myself and ran away..
maybe nobody knew this feeling..
i already collapsed..
i felt sorry and embarrassed for myself and my being condition
but who know..
i don't know how to say out this feeling..
nor do i know whom should i talk to..
i can only note down and hide in my deep heart ..
recently i get used to one habit:
never talk to anyone my feeling..
never express anything in QQ or micro-blog..
but write articles in some forums,
where nobody know me.
but they give lots of advice..
i feel relieved with those strangers there ..
you know..
people around you are getting more and more distanced..
anyway,
however hard life is ..
i just need to move on..
because,
if i am not strong, who will be brave for me ?
No..
[ 本帖最后由 哪个妮 于 2011-12-10 23:13 编辑 ]
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HI, cheer up. i kind of feel boring lately. Maybe there are some down days every month for us, but surely they will pass, and good days is coming towards us.
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after all, tomorrow is another day, so keep cheerful, my dear
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i got the exactly the same feeling as yours ,i always keep that in my heart ,and try to find some way to outlet .i always find entertainment programme to relaxe myself ,although i wanna spare some time to learn english ,but never conquer it ,in the end i go for comedy instead of learning english after work ,always .
i got confused about my future now !so my god , i now know the exactly the feeling as you do
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you'd better tell us what happened, maybe we can figure sth out for you.
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EVER HAD THIS FELLINGS,BELIEVE THAT NO ONE CAN HELP U BUT YOURSELF,U JUST GOT A SCAR IN YOUR HEART AND NOW U WEAR YOURSELF A BIG GLASS TO SEE EVERYTHING.CONSIDERING THE MISER U NOW UNDERTAKE IS UNIQUE,HOWEVER,ACTUALLY IN FACT IT IS NOT.NOW THINK OF THISTHREE QUESTIONS,FIRST,WHO U ARE;SECOND,WHERE U FROM;THIRD,WHAT CAN U DO AND EXPECT TO DO OR WANT.EVERYONE IN THE WORLD HAS THEIR OWN STORIES WHICH WAS CONSITED OF HAPPINESS AND SADNEES FRUSTRATION ETC.GOD BLESS U .FINALLY,RECOMEND A BOOK TO U<<活出生命的意义>>WRITED BY FRANKL WHO WAS A FAMOUS PSYCHOLOGIST，MAY IT CAN HELP U.
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I was thinking that you wrote a song. But it's not, hey? Took too much space.
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i feel i am so unlucky after my graduation..can't find a decent job .
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anyway,thank you
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i try to be cheerful ..thanks
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god ..why we are so unlucky? i really hope we can get more luck next year..find a decent job..and make clear our future way..
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i cannot find a decent job ..
i suffered a lot this year..
i worked so hard..but this society is too unfair!!!
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i really appreciate your kind-heartedness...thanks..dear..
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