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Goal was ended in JiNan University(PaySon's goal)A short goal which I've been fighting for a long time ,which I've paid so much and gave my whole time to focus on it, it finally came an end by yesterday.
I remember that the first time I came to JiNan University .I felt so shy,nervous,exciting,curious.. mixed emotions.and everything was so fresh for me .the students ,the professors, the classrooms.even the air of there. I just like a baby at that moment
,who is under her monther's care and never touch the world
Yesterday, it was an usual day for everyone ,but It is a big day for me to show and prove myself,let my goal to come ture.
I didn't feel like I use to feel,because it's my second time be there ,there are so many people take part in this exam.and we don't know each other.
I was thinking when I got test paper ,what feeling will get when those people who loves me if I fail ? what if I am not strong ? what if I am a loser? would they feel disappointed to me ? would they judge me? because I can't be what they expect me to be . suddenly, my pen felled on the ground, I have to stop thinking and pick it up .do the test questions as soon as I can .Time is of the past, some students have completed the test. so do I. finally we were went out classroom when the bell ringing...
This test is harder than I thought, I am not sure those answers I chose, all of them are uncertain,this is made me
despise myself for I haven't prepared test enough .shamed.
It´s 14:00 P. M. and Oral test is about to begin,they are looking for a partner to practice.I took phone to call one of my best friends,talked to him that I got nervous, my face was turning red,my heart was beating fast, and even my voice quivering.but I am getting better after finished chat with my friend.Thankyou ,Guy
Soon,is my turn to show ,the examiner asked some basic information about me,and then gave me a business topic to represent , at the end part is also a business topic to discuss with the strange partner, I didn't feel good during our talking ,there is a problem between us for different accent , all in all , suck ending .
I called my monther on my way home ,I said:"Mom.It feels like that before never had such a feeling of failure," she said:"oh,kid,is ok,it's just a test ,we've never doubted,for one second ,you are good,we are pride of you all the time and we always be your back .we are here catch you when you fall ." A few tears escaped and ran down my face...
Yeah,now I realized that it is not just a test of english ,it should be a test of my life also . it is not shame that you fail,it should shame that you couldn't get back any more after you fail . no matter what the answer is , no mattter how many scores I get , I know what should I do and where should I improve ,I’ve got more than I pay ,well keep moving never gonna stop never quit never never never .is a new beginning for me
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all ..
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很感谢您的分享经历，不错
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呵呵，，，是太失败了点。。。 BEC都考不过。。。。。。。 。。
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ALL？ mean what ? I have to admit that I am suck
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我的BEC也没有考过 。呜呜。。
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书买了在家睡大觉的
[ 本帖最后由 qqblue 于 2012-11-26 10:43 编辑 ]
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一开始以为是参加国考呢，呵呵
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呀，我也猜到是BEC了，那种感觉好熟悉哦，呵呵，好像回到读书的时候
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ur English is good in fact, maybe u r too nervous to present yourself better.
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哈哈 BEC 的确很熟悉的感觉
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我是被那段mum说的话打动了，原来中国也有这样的母亲？一般中国人很含蓄不会这样来表达的啊
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最讨厌 英文的日记啦 哈哈
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额...BEC不简单
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书我是看了。。。可是，，， 。哎。。 题目超级让人抓狂
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